update sekaligus

salam syawal semua
bnyak yg berlaku
kdg2 tak ter catch up dek akal..
baby? belum lg...walapun dh bnyak yg tanya...sabar eh semua...haha..kitorg usahakan..ahahahha

raya ~ alhamdulillah..first -third raya kt senai n simpang renggam before heading to muar the third raya..kampung suami..
the fifth raya kitorg sempat bekpes ala muar..mee bandung n satay, hokeyh..heaven!

This raya jgk, pak ngah suami passed away..takziah pada kak wana n siblings...
semoga tabah..berat mata memandang, berat lg bahu memikul

next..
an unpleasant event happend yg melibatkan duit la antara hubby n his uncle.jadi masam2 muka n x bertegur sapa..
true, ni hal antara mereka..tp as wife n org baru dlm family, sikit  sebanyak  sal terasa..terpalit sama...sungguh!
kdg2 org ckap kita kurg ajar..tp org tak phm apa kita rasa..true, diorg kata tu salah my hubby..
pity him..sbb people can judge without trying to understand.
bak kata taylor swift" the blame is on me..."

true, yg salah ttp salah..but its not entirely his fault..

tp sal pun ikut kan je la..family dia, he knows best..kan..

sal pn as wife,
i know him in and out..despite apa pun org lain pk pasal dia..
they dont know..they were not in our shoes..

enough rambling pasal tu,
semester pn dah nak mula..
which means, mula la long distance marriage kitorg..
never thought leaving him alone in bangi is this hard..
its breaking my heart.
hati bagai di tusuk sembilu...ceewaaahhhhhh

tp tuntutan mencari ilmu..tanggungjawab, kerja
here i am..
moga Allah mudahkan urusan nk siapkan master dlm masa paling singkat
nk dpt baby
mudahkan urusan kewangan kitorg..
may Allah ease everything.

doakan kami..
may Allah bless us all...

doa kite untuk korg jgk..
watever u do..may Allah bless..